But mostly I am frustrated sexually.
Yep, I said it. That is now out there for the world to read. I am horny and of course I would be after having my period twice in a row and not wanting to go down there for over two weeks. Now I can go there, I just need some alone time... or a particular gentleman to come and feel me up. Too bad I have not heard from in a few days. The last time we spoke he was out field playing enemy, so who knows if he's back on base and if he wants to come and feel me up.
Just so we're clear I am not talking about having sex with the gentleman, I just want to fool around and see if he can find the clitoris. You know that thing that most guys poke at briefly for five seconds before thinking 'nope, I'm going to ignore that since it makes her moan and do something else'. That thing.
But I'm being a complete girl. I don't want to be the one to message him and ask him to come into town again, isn't it his turn? If I do ask then I look desperate/annoying. If I'm honest with him and say I want him for sexual gratification (hoping he knows what he's doing) then I look like I'm using him. If I do nothing I'm going to tap the end of my bed off with my twitching foot and be even more frustrated.
I want to see him... and other things.
Damn frustrated. Why is it so hard acting like a girl?
I might actually take my mother's advice and go and purchase a vibrator, never thought I would take her advice on this subject.