I just wanted to make a late comment on something strange that I noticed in my stats. A lot of people visited this blog when I was ranting about relationships in my real life... though since I have stopped mentioning certain people as I have moved on from that insane situation (that is until I deliver my sweet revenge, shh, the details are under wraps at the moment. Cure evil chuckle) the number of viewers has dropped. Dramatically. We went from three-hundred+ back down to something in the twenties.
Now my little question is "Are you guys only interested in a Sex and the City type blog and enjoyed being voyeuristic to someone else's drama problems?"
I don't have an issue with that, though I need to be clear on something; I do not write drama. I write what interests me and about books more often than not. When I do write fairly emotional stuff that is my form of karma. Not that I'm getting even with whomever it was that wronged me, more of a positive karma for myself.
See I have a theory, if I put out into the universe all of my emotions and experiences then maybe someone will read about it and not feel so alone, maybe they will learn something from my stuff-ups and will recover better. This karma theory I came up with several years ago when I was drunk and crying my eyes out in the bathroom of a pub. Some girls walked straight pass without a second glance, most paused to tell me "he isn't worth it", "don't waste your tears on him", one woman asked "do you want water? Vodka?" and finally there was a girl who told me she had attempted suicide because she had loved a guy so much. Here was the freaky thing, not once did I say I was crying because of a guy, everyone just knew instinctively. No matter what, we all feel the same, have the same experiences and will support each other. From then on I have tried to be honest about my life story in the hope that I pass on some aid, the same that I received that night three years ago.
I'm sorry to disappoint so many people but I will not be writing to much more about relationships (I am going into hiding from the male portion of the population) and will only be blogging about writing for the next few months. In fact my next three novellas will be available soon. The stories have no place in reality but they are very emotional, perhaps they will fill the void. So watch this space.