There's someone new in my life right now and he's fun to be with... I just don't have that feeling.
It is a little bit of de ja vu though because years ago there was a friend who was fun and made me laugh, but no spark. With him it never really got beyond Friday night at the pub so I didn't have to worry.
New guy makes me worry. What if we become more than kissing friends? I don't think I can force myself to love when all I can feel is like. How will it end without someone getting hurt?
I'm being greedy and enjoying the moment even though I don't think there is a future. Maybe this time it will be different.