I don't know what to expect anymore. My life has not been normal like so many girls my age and guess what, I don't want any of that right now (maybe in a few years I will) I want to be me and push myself beyond the limitations I have set. But what is to come? Will I ever find a man I want to spend the rest of my life with? Will I take the daring leap and leave the safety of home and family for adventure and change? Will I be able to take responsibility without losing my sense of self and turn into a machine?
Well, I guess some things never change as I grow older; I still ask way too many questions.