Out of all of my friends I am one of the last single girls (this isn't the confession just general knowledge). Everyone else is either happily with boyfriends or engaged and making their dream princess wedding a reality.
So things are a little awkward.
I think and act as a single girl while my friends don't. Don't mistake me, I love my friends and cannot be happier for them, it's just not the same anymore.
Here comes the confession.
At a low and envious time last year, I craved what my friends had found and thought seriously about (cringing) internet dating.
Obviously I wasn't meeting anyone interesting/interested through the pub, work or randomly through fate. We can find facts, stalk celebrities, buy shoes (and other unmentionables) online. The internet seemed like a logical solution.
Avoiding the certain sites aimed more at hooking up I ventured over to E-Harmony and began to fill in their intense questionnaire. Half way through I stopped. Sanity had been restored along with insight. I am an average girl. Each question to the half way mark had been answered with average (except my height, I know I'm short unless in heels) and my requirements for a partner had been average. I didn't care about religion, job, education or social status in a bloke. And I am average weight, looks, athletic ability, and emotional response. Not really the type easily matched.
A final confession, I don't know what I'm looking for and that doesn't bother me. It would just be nice to hang out with a boy.