Yep, uni has begun for me and I am freaking out over this one class. That's all I'm doing this term; one unit. And I'm struggling already to find everything that I need and to come to terms with the fact I have to join in on conversations because if I don't I will fail. Simple as that. I stay quiet and pass all other assignments, I will be failed.
Why can't this be like TAFE? I was on campus and no-one expected me to be social (though they did try to make it easier for me, I'm just strange) and I had no problems.
I can understand the reasoning I think; interactions exposes us to new ideas and helps makes us grow and develop on this subject. But I still want to protest.
Well, at least I am close to finishing I Heart Pop Asia. Only five thousand words to go and I can focus back on other projects... actually, what day is it again? Crap I still need to get Frisky Friday written, oh and edit Blair's second story (I have of course been avoiding it) and tomorrow I need to send my article off for the guest post on someone else's blog (shh, still working the details out and she might not like what I've written) and top it all off I've looked at my calendar: morning tea with Bek; SES tomorrow night; Father's day this Sunday; babysitting next Saturday (which is making me scared).
Oh jeez. I'm confused as to how I ended up with so much to deal with. Why can't I have my normal time off of just reading? Or watching anime?