But I still don't think I'm ready.
I'm definitely under prepared, lacking a particular ingredient. So maybe it's just biological. Or social? I see others my age, I read and watch films about the same and it brings this feeling to me.
Funny, the single inexperienced girl wants a family. I could settle for being a single mum, though I do desire a plain wedding band. Not just any husband, mind you. I want someone who matches me word for word and will be there protecting me like I want to for him.
I guess fiction has been brainwashing me. I'm asking too much, I know this because if it was easy to find him I wouldn't be single with this ache. Things would just progress.
Damn, I sound needy.