However, I don't think I can have that with Rodger.
It hurts so bad right now, worse than anything I have felt before. If I leave things to the way they are for another week, a month or two I know it will be so much more painful. So I have to do it now. This was started as casual and fun but I want more so it has to stop.
Soon as I can I need to sit down with him and talk. Will he laugh it off as nothing more than some casual hook-up?
I'm sick to my stomach, my fingers keep running through my hair and my eyes sting, they threaten to overflow. No! I'm not going to cry over a boy, no matter how much I like like him.