But this talk is the scary one. It has to happen soon. ASAP. This will be our first Christmas as friends.
So... are we doing presents? To which, is it generic and tacky if I just buy pyjamas for him?
So... are we meeting family? He's met my parents, but I'm not sure if I want to go through the inquisition with my grandmother (not enough booze in this world) and what about his family? Does he want to introduce me to his folks?
So... does he want to go Christmas light hunting or is that too childish?
So... will we see each other over the break? I know he has leave from work, but he also mentioned the fact he's going to Sydney for that time to see family. Was his invite to tag along serious?
So... will he understand if I want to spend Christmas Eve/Day and Boxing Day with my parents and then spend the rest of the time with him? If he still wants to see me at all.
So... will he scoff at me while watching the SBS PopAsia Christmas special?
Damn Christianity, you are putting a lot of pressure on me this year with all of this jolly holiday stuff!