But really, this is a little unnerving. I probably should calm down the um... unsavoury words/scenes that I put out into the world. Probably. So many people reading my words... can you have stage fright when staring at a computer screen? I do feel a little nauseous and shaky now.
Oh fuck it!
Am I really going to let six hundred and sixty people who happened to visit on one day, make me feel self-conscious? Of course not. So back to business as usual.
I did after all have afternoon tea with the five year old, plus her two year old sister and thirty-eight year old mother... I am now going to the doctor to discuss contraception. It was great fun, don't mistake me there, I loved acting like a kid again (and what better excuse is there than when you are running under a sprinkler with little ones?) however I am most definitely not ready for children twenty-four/seven. Thirty is a great number to start to think about kids, not twenty-two. Nope. Crossing legs. Tight.
Anyway, I need to get back to work. I have a proof copy of Beta that needs to be read through which I have been procrastinating over... I know, I need to get on with it so then I can get stuck into one of my next projects. Write a new contemporary romance or work on a piece of non-fiction? Decisions.
Author out xo