I know I shouldn't hope, that if we do meet up so he can return my shirt (I want to be chicken but then I don't) he will be able to clear everything up as a misunderstanding and we start seeing each other again. When in reality he will say the absolute opposite. Or not. This is killing me! I thought time and distance would help but I'm still confused. I want to be with him, then I don't. I want to hear him out, then I don't. I want my shirt back, then I don't.
Just little things will make me think of him, like a song or a joke, then I'm tumbling back towards wanting him.
What is wrong with me? I don't know if he even wants to be with me anymore.
This is pathetic.