My brain is shrivelling up and pulling away from the sides of my skull, making my headache rather intolerable. I have been awake since 5.30am. My parents arguing and snapping answers back at me has not helped. I am sick and tired of sitting. Nothing makes sense anymore.
Today was my YOU session with defence recruiting and it was a lot less scary than I thought it would be... however, my aptitude test result was not high enough for me to get a shot at my preferred job but it was good enough for my secondary. So I need to think really hard; do I wait and study my ass off for the next six months and re-sit the test and hope I get my first choice of job or do I settle for what I have and try and be the best at Assessment so they have to take me (today has not guaranteed me anything, I still have to fight for this)?
In my gut... I feel like I should be choosing to re-sit the aptitude test and aim for my first goal, after all I'm thinking this will be a career after all and not something I will do for a few years and then abandon ship... or would it be tank since I'm trying to get into the army? Abandon tank? Hmmm.
Anyway, I will have to discuss this with the guy who is meant to call me in a couple of days and talk to me about my options. If only I could see what my results were for the test, then I could see how much I have to climb before I can relax (just a little).
Signing off for a nap. Or maybe not, How To Get Away With Murder is meant to be back on the television tonight. Slowly but surely my week is being filled with shows once more. And I realise I am babbling.
Blah.
Today was my YOU session with defence recruiting and it was a lot less scary than I thought it would be... however, my aptitude test result was not high enough for me to get a shot at my preferred job but it was good enough for my secondary. So I need to think really hard; do I wait and study my ass off for the next six months and re-sit the test and hope I get my first choice of job or do I settle for what I have and try and be the best at Assessment so they have to take me (today has not guaranteed me anything, I still have to fight for this)?
In my gut... I feel like I should be choosing to re-sit the aptitude test and aim for my first goal, after all I'm thinking this will be a career after all and not something I will do for a few years and then abandon ship... or would it be tank since I'm trying to get into the army? Abandon tank? Hmmm.
Anyway, I will have to discuss this with the guy who is meant to call me in a couple of days and talk to me about my options. If only I could see what my results were for the test, then I could see how much I have to climb before I can relax (just a little).
Signing off for a nap. Or maybe not, How To Get Away With Murder is meant to be back on the television tonight. Slowly but surely my week is being filled with shows once more. And I realise I am babbling.
Blah.
